Woah! I haven't updated this thing in a long time. But that's ok. There isn't anything special going on. Some people are finally coming home for the summer, but most of them are leaving for a while again anyway. I try to spend as much time with Daniel as I can, but that usually leads me to not be able to spend time with my friends. But then again, there aren't that many people that I CAN really hang out with, especially considering that everyone is usually busy doing their things or working or whatever. I mean who can really blame them? Cause I've been pretty much the same too. Sad isn't it?

Anyway, that's about it. There is nothing more. Maybe I'll update again in another 3 months or so.

Ami

p.s.--> Oh yeah, and I finally got my permit. Sad am I not?

remember that old colorgenics test that people would take. did an eval on what you were feeling at the time? i retook it. this is what i got.

 You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

You are full of stress at this time. It would seem that you are having more than your fair share of trials and tribulations and you are looking for a way out. You are not quite sure which way to go but the advice is - 'Stop trying so hard'.

We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.

There is considerable amount of stress present in your life at this time and this is perhaps due to some considerable mental and physical frustration. There are various physical needs that are necessary for your well-being but whatever the reasons - mostly of your own making - your needs are not being fulfilled. We wonder why? You are under the impression that nobody seems to care for you. This predicament is most uncomfortable and it is because of this that you are experiencing far more stress than you feel you can cope with. You need to find a soul mate - someone who truly understands you and whose standards are as high as your own. As matters stand you would like to break away from the vicious cycle that you find yourself entrapped but this is easier said than done. You refuse to compromise with your opinions and essentially you are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of the necessary decision. You are stubborn but this should be no deterrent experiencing a happy life.

Overwork - be it mental stress or physical strain, you are completely worn out and this depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel disappointed with your obvious lack of energy and powerless to do anything about it. You are angry with yourself and this frustration shows. You are contradictory and argumentative and feel helpless to change the situation at this time. Take a break - even if it is only for a few days - allow yourself to breath, to unwind - you'll feel much better for it. Then trust and let go.

scarily accurate if you ask me... i think ill put that in my LJ too...